Exactly. It hurts, badly, for all sorts of different and perfectly valid reasons, and that's okay. Some of us will get to do it again, very soon, at Dick's. Some of us might have to wait another couple months until Fall Tour. Some even longer still. But we will get to do it again. In the meantime, for all, the pain and hurt and numbness is still very real, and palpable, however, hopefully it is eased by the vision, not mirage, of Phish on the horizon.